Salty waters wash over me
My eyes beam red as the sun
My heart constraint in chains
Not even one beat cuts through its clasp
The pain overwhelms my soul
Throwing
Pounding
Screaming
All actions that will not suffice
Crawling into a hole
Withering and being alone
The only comfort that I have
My sustenance
I close my eyes and I can see you here
Your warm touch and brightening smile
All I need to feel calm
The darkness brings me closer to your light
While my opened eyes brings me closer to my pain
My grief controls me
Warmth into my heart will make it better
Lies that are told to my soul
How can happiness win?
The light that brightened my soul
Extinguished forever
All I have left
The chains bear down heavy my soul
Bringing me deeper and deeper
To that dark pool of water
Drowning in the abyss
“My grief controls me” -> right in the feels