I mean I have my job and my own home. But sometimes, I feel that there is something else out there waiting for me. I feel that there is a whole pool of possibilities out there for me and they are waiting for me to just dive right in.
I’m ready to be a full-blown librarian. The time of being an assistant or non-existent in a workplace is over. I have all the education and capabilities of a librarian and should be treated as one.
Maybe I’ll finish my novel and it will finally get published. Maybe I’ll finally get a chance to leave New York and get to live in England full-time.
This gist is I don’t know what the future holds for me. That does terrify me, not knowing what will happen. But in the same way, it exhilarates me. I no longer fear something I have no control over. God knows what my path will be and God alone will lead me towards the right one.
My future may be uncertain or unknown to me. But there is one thing a crystal ball can show or tell me to do.
And that is all I can ask for.
This is Day 30 of the 30 Day Writing Challenge.